You're young, and the biggest thing you've got going for you right now is time. The most important thing that you should be aimeing for at this point is legal status, and as I understand the situation to be now, that probably means going back to Hungary at least on a temporarty basis. If immigration to Canada (or possibly even to the U.S. in a legal manner) is indeed your goal, then it's imperitive you initiate that from a completely legit standpoint. I understand that you have'nt been back to Hungary in many years and that you really don't want to do it, but its probabably your best shot at this point. Why not out the education yoiu've been geting to use? I don't know what field of study you've been pursuing, but a good knowledge of the English language certasinly won't hurt your position as a job applicant in your home country.
If it makes it easier for you, think of a return to Hungary as a temporary but necessary steppig stone to better things later on. It might not be ideal, but you'll be LEGAL, and I reallyt don';t thinks its posssible to overstress the importance of that single factor alone.
You can either continue trying to pursue options (pipe-dreams in your current suituatiuon) that have in infintesimally small chance of actually suceeding, or you can do the grown-up thing: take stock of your predicament, plan for the FUTURE (as opposed to the NOW/instant gratification), and start the ball rolling on a course that has decent chance of paying off for you over time.
Best of luck to you.
