Hello Everyone,
I am beyond upset about my IELTS performance so far. It has impacted my confidence and faith in myself badly. You may be wondering why I am very upset and taking this so personally. To begin with, I was raised here in the US, though, this is not my country of birth. I went to school here and I consider myself a good user of English given I studied English all my life. English is actually the only language I speak at home and work every day. So given that background, you can understand my English proficiency and why I have taken this as a defeat. I know to compare myself to others, will not do any good. But, I have found many people have amazingly done well in IELTS despite English not being their native language. Kudos to all of them! I really expected this exam to be a cakewalk but it has turned out to be a nightmare. I begin to question what I am really made of. This has made me very vulnerable and emotional. Hence I have decided to share my situation with all of you.
I took my exam 2 times and I am stuck in band 8. I really needed CLB 9 to get the points to make it to EE. My scores actually remained the same but shifted around from 1st attempt to 2nd attempt. I really need some guidelines as to what I need to do and how to get there.
1st attempt scores: (Feb 9th,2019 - Exam Center : Pittsburgh, PA)
L- 8.0, R - 7.5, W- 6.5, S- 7.5
2nd attempt scores: (April 6th,2019 - Exam Center : Allendale, MI)
L- 7.5, R - 6.5, W- 7.0, S- 8.0
I applied for remark after my 1st attempt but it was in vain, I didn't get any score improvements. I also expected similar turn out even before re-mark as for my writing exam I read the question incorrectly for Task 2 so I had 10 mins to fix my essay and things went bizarre. I didn't apply for my 2nd attempt as I felt my scores were terrible to apply for!
Now I am about to attempt my 3rd attempt on May 18th - Exam Center : Allendale, MI . I really don't want to screw this up. I also don't have the finances and time to keep attempting again and again. I have lost my hopes and I wanted to reach out here to members to seek what I can do in this small interval to achieve CLB 9. Any suggestions and help are greatly appreciated.
I am beyond upset about my IELTS performance so far. It has impacted my confidence and faith in myself badly. You may be wondering why I am very upset and taking this so personally. To begin with, I was raised here in the US, though, this is not my country of birth. I went to school here and I consider myself a good user of English given I studied English all my life. English is actually the only language I speak at home and work every day. So given that background, you can understand my English proficiency and why I have taken this as a defeat. I know to compare myself to others, will not do any good. But, I have found many people have amazingly done well in IELTS despite English not being their native language. Kudos to all of them! I really expected this exam to be a cakewalk but it has turned out to be a nightmare. I begin to question what I am really made of. This has made me very vulnerable and emotional. Hence I have decided to share my situation with all of you.
I took my exam 2 times and I am stuck in band 8. I really needed CLB 9 to get the points to make it to EE. My scores actually remained the same but shifted around from 1st attempt to 2nd attempt. I really need some guidelines as to what I need to do and how to get there.
1st attempt scores: (Feb 9th,2019 - Exam Center : Pittsburgh, PA)
L- 8.0, R - 7.5, W- 6.5, S- 7.5
2nd attempt scores: (April 6th,2019 - Exam Center : Allendale, MI)
L- 7.5, R - 6.5, W- 7.0, S- 8.0
I applied for remark after my 1st attempt but it was in vain, I didn't get any score improvements. I also expected similar turn out even before re-mark as for my writing exam I read the question incorrectly for Task 2 so I had 10 mins to fix my essay and things went bizarre. I didn't apply for my 2nd attempt as I felt my scores were terrible to apply for!
Now I am about to attempt my 3rd attempt on May 18th - Exam Center : Allendale, MI . I really don't want to screw this up. I also don't have the finances and time to keep attempting again and again. I have lost my hopes and I wanted to reach out here to members to seek what I can do in this small interval to achieve CLB 9. Any suggestions and help are greatly appreciated.