Hello, hopefully you guys are having a good day, i just had some questions, im a syrian citizen who's in america as a green card holder since august 2012, i made a stupid mistake which ended up in a theft misdemeanor in januray 2017 when i turned 18 ( im born 08/01/1998 )which ended up in court supervision which under illinois law is “Court Supervision” simply means that the court withholds judgment against you ( does NOT enter a conviction) as along as you comply with the terms of your sentence. ... Basically, court supervision requires an individual to plead guilty to an offense (Criminal or traffic), but they are not Convicted. and im in the process of expungement since it was my only crime and i havent done anything so in less than 2 months it will be erased from my criminal record. i went to canada after couple months and the border didnt say anything about it but when i tried entering in 2019 they didnt let me in because of the misdeameanor and told me that i was indamissible so me having no one is usa and all my family in canada i had nothing for and couldnt go back because i was going to be homeless so i told them i want to apply for refugee not knowing theres humanitarion option, they ended up letting me in because i had strong family ties in canada and knew that i had nothing in usa. i didnt use a lawyer because i asked free lawyers and they told me that the case is already denied because of third world agreement. so in november 6 2019 i had my claim heard by immigration and refugee board judge and my case was denied and i asked the judge what happens after she told me to wait for mail, and i did wait for mail then after couple months on february the immigration sent me mail telling me i had a hearing with them and they told me that my departure order turned into deportation and i told them about the judge and the mail but they said its already too late and cant do anything to change it so we talked about the date that i was going to leave canada which i ended up leaving from the rainbow bridge ( niagara falls ) and the immigration officer gave me a IMM0056 certificate of departure paper and it said ( cause for removal 41(a);20(1)(a) criminality(no) danger opinion(no) removal under escort (no) cause for removal ( deprature order turned into deportation order) and left on February 18,2020, and since then i been in illinois. couple days ago i talked to a lawyer about me getting the american citizenship and they told me to not even think about it because of the misdeameanor and because trumps administration is deporting a lot of people so they told me especialy because im syrian and theres a case pending about deporting syrians that are not citizens, so im really scared now i cant go back to syria my whole village is bombed and i will be recruited into the army and thats the last thing i want. i have a family sponsorship case from my mom we mailed the application and it showed on the mail tracker that it arrived on july4th so my application was submitted before i turned 22 which it was august 1. but no response yet from immigration and im scared there might be a mistake then the whole application is done and i dont have a chance on it. but now im reading about humanitarion compassionate how i am able to apply after i had negative decision which it was on november 6th,2019. so in november 2020 im elgible for that , but my question is if the border open up after this covid crisis im i able to go and apply in person at the detroit border or niagara falls border ? all my family is in canada i have no one here and i will have a expungment on my misdeamor and they said that they will consider a pardon which is expungment, so can someone please help me out with this ? i dont want to get deported back to syria, how do i apply for humanitrian at the border ? thank you for whoever is helping me out, god bless you !