Yes you are right, I am freaking. LOL... ahhhhhhhhhhhh... I have my December ticket to go, not to come back. I have a feeling hes going to be on the new system.....but will have the money to be on the safe side. I don't know what I have to pay for the daughter... I must find this out. I want to sell stuff but he tells me not to. He feels so bad he can't help me, and I know he will work day and night to help me out of all the mess I created finanically. I lost my job over the summer ladies bc I had a manager that wanted me to quit my first job that I had for 2 years, but she was pissed I travelled all the time and wasn't "available" so she let me go at end of probation. I ended up resigning rather than be fired. Then the first job I refused to quit, was not allowed to book me in the hospital anymore, so i started working for 8 dollars less an hour doing home care. But i picked up VON flu clinics till end of November. I worry I wont make enough money... So, I thought I would go back to school and take courses online so i used my last 5 grand in credit to pay off loans and bring them to date to qualify for a loan pay back the credit, have the money to finish this app and finish my BA in Soc. then found out i had a loan from rbc (bank risk portion) that i never knew about and was sitting in collections. its 15 grand i have to pay or settle to get my new student loans. So this is where I'm at...all for love !!! I should have just taken the 5 grand and went to cuba... so that's what my funk was all over.