Listen...(read well what I'm about to type)
I had freaking daily nightmares. I became sooooo weak.
But what we really need to do is to wake up and be strong.
You need to work..keep yourself busy.
Believe me the days I was laid off due to pandemic I literally lost my mind.
For me work is a healer.
Trust god , do things you like to do...I know it's not easy. If you have a family here with you , then you have to be strong for them if you don't have then it's for you....
I wish you the best
Just few words for positivity are what I wanted to share