I’m so tired of waiting. Like my mind struggles every day. I cry almost every day thinking I need to find a 0, a or b job so I can apply to bowp (I’m married). My work permit expires in December and I started worrying about bowp in March. I cannot live in peace anymore. I know there are people waiting for even 3 years but I cannot live like this. It is no fair with us who are already in Canada. I have a friend who got pr in TWO MONTHS as cec. WHY HIM NOT ME? Like he has written me and and I haven’t replied. I’m so upset with this situation that I don’t wanna speak with him, knowing he is already a pr. Yeah I’m jealous, I’m mad, I’m frustrated, I’m stressed, I’m everything. I cannot live my life normally and all because we don’t matter. I’m so sorry, I needed to share this. I feel so much alone here, my husband doesn’t really get my feelings regarding this situation.