Let me tell u my most painful experience during this whole process of 17 months,
I would say The most painful and hurting phase of this whole process is Post PPR phase of 63 days(as far as my opinion is concerned), I cannot narrate in words how much i got disappointment and pinched feelings even sometime thinking about myself as psychiatric patient after sending My PP to CHC till Decision made on ecase.
So bro i have little suggestion for u , Just try to be away from this forum after sending PP and d'nt check ecase frequently.
Try to get urself busy in other activities like spend time with ur buddies, books ,tv , movies ,other healthy activities.