My sweet thing,
I know it's so hard to see everyone around ur time receiving PPR n not getting urs but babe it's two of u who needs PPR. I was thinking the same thing when I was waiting for mine that would chc give one person 2 pprs or give 2 people. And then 2 ppl would get PPR rather than 1 person. So I sat back. Now that so many ppl got PPR it's your turn to get 2 pprs. Inshah Allah.
And don't u dare change ur nick. That's one nick that shows how grateful u r to Allah UNlike us who are sooo ungrateful. These nicks imtihaan, miserable, lonely, anso, etc (no offense guys) are ungrateful nick names. Urs is one of the nicest one as cool headed, rmujgani, mrs Amir, can pak, etc these nicks represent something. Ur hubb needs ur support n what a blessed month to do sabr in n be rewarded for it.
U shud be getting that darn PPR very soon so just keep ur cool babe n keep that Khushi rolling. Chc ain't worth changing ur nick for. We are all way too strong for some piece of paper. Allah will reunite you all wid ur spouses becoz it's meant to be and He wouldn't have gotten u all married if that wasn't the part of His plan for your best interest. So plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hang in there and look at the bright side that u r celebrating Ramadan wid ur family who's gonna cry n whine when u r leaving n would want u to return in the next few months
Love u Khushi.