This is literally the firs time for me to hear about such development of events with an application. I, honestly, do not know how I would feel in such a situation, depressed, to say the least, yes. Every day of that year must have felt like a torture. I am sincerely happy for you, that it's over for you. Now it is a fascinating story with which you can inspire people and from which you yourself have grown. But what a journey through that year! Cancelled after passport being stamp! You're a hero, honestly.