I am a little bit annoyed that I was not able to apply for EE before the pandemic but hey - I would not be in the place where I am now if not that, so I am gratefull for that. I am still believing that we will make it there. I really do understand how everything got f**** up and messed up people plans but we cannot just blame one side of it. I really do believe that there are a lot of decisions being made in the background and we just do know nothing about them.
I am trying to be as positive as possible this is why I am getting annoyed when someone is posting some s**** here that they have read somewhere on the Twitter, scaring a lot of people etc. What is the point of that. I made a mistake a while ago when I caught myself in a vicious cycle of reading as much as possible, trying to analyse all that s**** with other people, making predictions etc. There is no point to do that s*** now, you will just make yourself annoyed and you will waste too much time on that s****. Your stress level will go up, you will loose energy etc. For what? Think about it this way. You cannot be angry or frustrated on things that you do not have control over. This is how I am looking at it. I really want to move to Canada. I really want to be there and enjoy mine and my gf life there, however I do not have much control over the process. I just could do as much as I was able to do it and that's it.