hello, my name is ninos i am 21 yeasr old turning 22 in august 1, ive posted a question before and some people have replied to me before and I would just like to know everything again and want to update my situation and if anyone can help me with my problem please. January 2019 I applied for refugee through the Detroit border because I was denied entry for my misdemeanor, I had to go into Canada as I do not have no one family here in usa, my dad walked out on me when I was 15 and ever since ive been everywhere stranded, when the border agent told me I have to wait a year then come back I started crying and panicking so I applied for refuge asylum not knowing the difference between that and humanitarian, anyways after long hours I was granted entry into Canada because it wasn't a big crime and my status was a refugee waiting for appeal, in November 2019 my court date came , I went by myself because the border agent after I was a refugee he told me my chances of court approving me is very low and I talked to legal aid and they told me its a refused case and a lawyer wouldn't help at all, so I didn't have money either ways so I went to the court and they denied me and told me to wait for further instructions in the mail, January 2020 a letter came from cbsa saying ( our records indicate that you are subject of a removal order) with a date to go and meet an agent about a date to leave, at first I didn't understand I just thought I was told to leave, my date comes,i go meet the officer and he informs me that I have a deportation order because I did not leave Canada 30 days after my appeal was denied. my whole life went downhill, I tried arguing with them but it was for nothing, they were just doing their job but not knowing that they broke my life, I never had a family figure I was always houses to houses homeless not having anyone to love or to talk to or to be comfortable with, I was happy in Canada with my family everything was good for the 1 year that I was there. later we came to the agreement that I will be leaving and in February 2020 I left through the Niagara falls border , they gave me a certificate of departure, it says ( departure order becomes deportation order ), it wasn't for criminality or danger or removal under escort. Now im back in usa, ive been homeless most of the part, sometimes I sleep at friends but that doesn't last longer than few nights till im back in the streets , ive applied for homeless shelter , my life is literally in disaster, I want a way back to Canada as soon as I can, i wont be able to last long, my mother hired a cheap Arabic lawyer that's doing a family sponsorship but he still hasn't sent the application, he keeps saying hes doing it and he will submit it before I turn 22 in august 1. my question is can i apply for humanitarian at the Detroit border like i did with refugee after I wait 1 year , or is there a way I can get a temporary entry if I go right now and tell them im I cant live here I need my family in Canada ? or can I get my mom to get a doctor note saying she isn't good ( which she isn't in good health) would that grant me in? please if anyone can guide and tell me what can I do please I am dying. if u need more information about my case please feel free to ask , I have no one literally to help me with this , I dont even have money to get to a lawyer , I have nothing please if u could help please do. be safe and god bless you all