Thank you all so much...I wish I had found this website earlier...I needed the support that you guys could've gave me in the last couple of years...the feeling that our life together was put on hold is no more! I'll be seeing my hubby soon..I'm going to Jamaica to get him, so we can fly back together..plus I need to say good-bye to my Jamaican family for a little while..gonna miss them and Jamaica...but when I return, it'll be together...and hopefully with a wee baby with us