Oh boy. It is not about loosing Hope. One needs not to put this very last weapon down. No way to forget about that.
Its just about how silly world can be. how things can get messy for no good reason.
It doesn't make life bitter, but makes you carry pains not so fair to carry.
I mean, all these checks and BG checks and etc, sound just about right if we were not here.
even a credit department updates your credit history every 6 months (reward +punish). they don't have 1/10 of the info available for CIC.
;D
I don't try to be fool or stupid. I just think the Government, especially a big government, becomes a bureaucratic system, with no significant output. a full waste of human and financial resources. that is kind of obvious when you look at tax system, the mafia here in Montreal, etc.
Btw, I like here in Montreal, what i do, and the environment. Safe, fun, and cool atmosphere. makes wait much easier.