@Mr_nobody I'm starting to understanding what you meant when you said being in SS actually made you calmer.
I'd just be like: Ha ha ha Look at these mere mortals, try being in SS!
In all seriousness tho, this is one of those few times I don't want to be a "special few"
I exactly know how you feel and I know why you feel like that. Seeing applicants from Oct. or Nov. are getting ppr did not bother me at all as I was not comparing myself with them, however, seeing ppr for the rest of May and June guys made me feel like why I am the "special few". Maybe, you are feeling the same. It is not that we didn't want them to get ppr, but subconsciously we feel how terrible it is to be treated differently even though your case is the same as others.
But my friend, As long as you are young, healthy, happy person, do not let any of these morons in CIC make you feel down. PPR, money, fame, these are the things that comes and goes easily in the life, but the goal is something else.
Let me share you a little story. I had a friend whose dad had a cancer and Dr's already told him that there is nothing else that they can do. All the time he was waiting in the hospitals, not to see when his dad comes back healthy, rather he knew the news would be the death instead. So, comparing to something like that, I would rather spend all my time by my computer waiting for this stupid ppr as I have a HOPE that this will be over one day but with a good news. Be HOPEFUL my friend and stay positive
